bOuLeVaRd Of bRoKeN DrEaMs

What's Wrong??

2006-05-25T13:47:53Z

aarrgghh!! damn.. i'm back to being moody.. ang bilis magchange ng moods ko lately.. ang bilis ko mainis.. as in konting bagay lang, i get really annoyed na.. syempre tinatago ko lang.. pero yesterday, wala.. di ko na kinaya.. i was really really annoyed with some people..

first, nainis ako dun sa mga taong tinext ko na hindi nagreply.. yung tipong ilang beses mo na tinext deadma pa rin.. ako na nga yung nag-eeffort na magmaintain ng connection tapos ignore lang.. kaya ngayon, ayoko na.. i'll text them pag naalala lang nila ako itext.. para i don't look stupid na ilang oras naghihintay ng reply nila na hindi naman dumarating.. kung busy, pwede naman sabihin di ba??

second, i got annoyed dun sa mga nagpromise na they'll do this and that pero ilang buwan na wala pa rin.. sana di na lang nagpromise..

third, i got really annoyed sa isang orgmate ko.. we're not really close and i just met him a few months back.. nainis lang ako dun sa ginawa niya sa akin.. as if close kami.. any other day, it would have been okay.. pero i'm really moody these days eh..

marami pang annoying na nangyari.. but i'm too lazy to type na..

anyway, ngarag ako sa gala last week.. went to batagas and stayed there for three days for the LSPO training/outing.. then when i got back from bats, i went straight to makati to meet some friends.. then gimik galore.. kaya when sunday rolled by, bagsak na katawan ko.. hehe..

sa june4, swimming uli.. wee.. tan lines uli.. haha..

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Summer's Over..

2006-05-17T11:31:08Z

wee... LPEP is over and done with.. no more waking up at 4:30 in the morning.. yey.. pero i'll miss it din.. last LPEP ko na kasi yun.. *sigh*

wee.. got new glasses.. medyo annoyed lang ako kasi may pink!! i hate pink talaga.. ewan ko ba bakit napili ko yung frame na to.. kala ko kasi ok lang.. i thought it was cute when i first saw it.. black sa harap, pink sa loob.. kaso pag matagal ko ng suot naaaburdo na ko na nakikita yung pink.. it's so annoying.. there's pink everywhere i look.. hay.. masasanay din ako..

wee.. i'm feeling better na.. no more fever.. no more dizziness.. sipon na lang problema ko.. at magsiswimming pa ko ng may 18 to 20 ha.. *laughs*

wee.. tomorrow na outing/training ng LSPO.. sounds fun.. hehe.. pero knowing the coordinators, alam ko na dapat ko iexpect.. haha.. grouped kami into teams.. green team ako.. hala wala akong green shirt.. kaya mall ang bagsak ko kanina after LPEP.. amp.. ang hirap maghanap ng shirt.. cenxa, maarte talaga ako sa clothes eh..

wee.. may pasok na sa monday.. medyo namiss ko na mag-aral.. haha.. seryoso mode na ko.. mahigit 1 year na din akong naglaro lang sa pag-aaral.. lapit na maka-grad kaya dapat seryoso na.. naks.. haha..

wee.. namiss ko blog ko.. haha.. magsisipag na nga uli.. scratch that.. i'll try na magpost uli every day like the way i was before.. addict sa blog?? hindi na.. katamad din kasi.. hehe.. pero dahil i want to daldal lang, magpost na lang dito.. *laughs*

wee.. ang dami ko namimiss na tao.. i miss:
- tropang blue (kulitan at asaran moments)
- anne (mga anecdotes)
- fab5 (gigs at inuman)
- ice cream (lagi naman)
- kenny (senti moments)
- nico (kulitan at food trip)
- kuya jofel (pang-aasar)
- camille, maanne at aizee(texts)
- blockmates (kwentuhan)
- mom (sermon)

wee.. bakit aliw na aliw ako sa pagsabi ng "wee"?? may sayad na namin ata ako.. i'll stop sniffing petroleum na nga.. *laughs*

wee.. mag-aayos na ko things for the trip tomorrow.. adios!

*sign off*

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Bored..

2006-05-11T07:28:37Z

hay.. bored na ko sa bakasyon.. di bale lapit na pasukan.. may 22 daw start ng pasok namin.. hay.. aral na uli..

hay, cute pala si mikee lee (pbb teens).. wala lang.. *blush* hehe..

waaahhh.. gusto ko pa magswimming.. next week may outing/training kami.. kahit papaano may swimming yun.. wee..

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The Return...

2006-05-07T03:14:40Z

i'm back!!!!

napabayaan na ang blog... had a lot to deal with during the past months eh...

anyway, LPEP na uli sa monday... excited na ko... na medyo kinakabahan... kasi may lapel mic ako... wahaha... sana maging ok...

taong bahay ako ngayong bakasyon... haha... boring... pero pumayat daw ako.... ngak... eh bum na bum nga ako nung april... hehehe...

gutom na ko... makakain nga muna...

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Midterms..

2006-02-20T10:36:55Z

whew!

exam overload.. daming exams.. daming papers.. plus thesis stress.. hay, sarap talaga magmidterms.. pero i'm really happy sa result ng CRITHIN exam ko.. i got 94 out of 107!! and to think na feeling ko wala akong nasagot na tama.. magaling pala ako manghula.. hehe.. so happy..

excited na ko mag-ojt sa summer.. bakit kaya??

natatamad na ko magpost dito.. eversince nagcreate ako ng account sa blogspot.. hehe.. narealize ko kasi na medyo restricted ako dito kasi maraming nagbabasa nito na kilala ako personally.. hehe.. pero kahit na may blogspot na ko, i won't leave tabulas pa din.. hehe..

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Pre-valentine Post..

2006-02-13T11:11:29Z

i'm feeling really uneasy with my thesis... damn... hope everything turns out all right...

after almost a year, nung saturday lang ako uli nag-cofacilitate ng orient2.. at sumablay ako.. because i can hardly remember my tasks -- what i have to say, what i have to do and when.. good thing i was able to pull it through.. thanks to my facilitator..

last night, rocksteddy ang guest sa RT sunday sessions.. kukulit nila.. ganda ng songs nila ha.. sayang, i wasn't able to see them nun nagpunta sila sa school last week..

valentines na bukas.. i don't know why but feeling ko malungkot ako bukas.. hala!!

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Tragedies...

2006-02-04T08:02:46Z

before i write something depressing, kwento muna ko ng happy moment last night..

went to philamlife UN yesterday to watch my friends perform.. flying adaptors and omelet parade.. we spent 4 hours sa backstage.. what did we do?? endless kulitan.. laughtrip talaga.. also i got see akang and oleth again.. hehe..

love these two bands talaga.. astig covers ng flying adaptors.. ganda ng originals ng omelet parade.. hehe.. todo plug na ito.. well, i hope to see them again soon..

btw, happy birthday JM!!

ok.. here's the real tragedy here.. after the mcdo incident yesterday, i was still a bit quesy with all the sudden deaths hovering around lately.. well, how do you think i reacted when i heard about the stampede at ultra today?? that really shocked me.. it broke my heart even more when i heard that a 4yr old kid died.. oh god..

i hope you'll spent a few minutes to pray for the souls of those who died because of the stampede..

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ONL Website..

2006-02-03T09:38:42Z

guys, orange and lemons' website is now up and running.. wanna check it out?? CLICK HERE

i attended the launching last wednesday.. it was fun.. gweilos gigs are always fun.. great indie bands performed that night.. first time to see omelet parade live.. they're really good.. mon told me that it's just their 2nd gig with the current lineup.. their version of across the universe is really awesome..

got to see sid again.. he has a new band.. the lovekills.. he's really cute when he's singing.. hehe.. and he's dead funny when he's drunk.. haha.. mr. brightside rocks..

copperpop thrill rocked the house.. nice set.. flying adaptors were great as well.. speaking of, i'm gonna see them play tonight as well.. together with omelet parade.. that would be fun..

anyway, i came home at around 4am and wasn't able to sleep until it was around 6pm.. needless to say, i woke up around noon and spent the whole day in total wasted manner.. haha..

oops.. gotta rush..

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ONL and JTC plus a little bit of Kamikazee...

2006-01-23T11:30:41Z

damn it... i've been neglecting this blog lately... anyway, i want this in writing...

last friday, ENGLICOM held this concert which featured ONL, juana, JTC and hale... ONL arrived first... i was with the guys before and after they played... katuwa... ginawang drums ni ace ang teacher's table... i also saw jm playing marco's guitar... clem was playing around with a rubber band... he saw ace as an easy target... he actually hit ace at the neck... well, nahagip lang... di naman tumama talaga... anyway, they sang 3 songs... i told marco that it was bitin... he told me that the organizers said that they can only do 3 songs... after the event, dinumog ng schoolmates ko si jm... hehe... btw, kulit talaga ni jm... wala lang... had another funny moment with him... ano yun?? secret... haha...

when the ONL guys were about to leave the backstage, JTC came rushing in... as usual, hyper yung JTC... natuwa ako kasi nagkita si ace and biboy... hehe... hinatid ko sa parking yung ONL, said goodbye to them and went backstage to talk to JTC... as i was about to enter the room, conj went out and asked me where the restroom is... i gave him directions then i went inside and was able to talk to migs... we talked about the band and some serious stuff... anyway, they sang 5 songs... daya!! hehe... they were really hyper even after their set... what i love about these guys is their ability to create a bond with their fans even if they've just met them...

sayang... i wasn't able to watch juana because i was busy talking to JTC and i wasn't able to watch hale too... i have no intentions of watching hale anyway...

last night, i had a riot listening to the guys of kamikazee on rt sessions... jay is really something... they really crack me up... gosh, i miss watching them live... can't wait to buy their new album...

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New Year Na....

2006-01-09T10:51:21Z

whoa... tagal ko na pala walang post...

hay, pasukan na uli... medyo hectic ang sked this term kaya have to manage time wisely...

my cousin had chicken pox... kaya di muna ako pwede umuwi sa house dahil baka daw mahawa ako.... sa dorm lang ako buong week... balak ko pa naman umuwi sa wed.... sayang....

musta pasko?? malungkot na masaya... hehehe...

new year na?? may bago nga kayang mangyayari sa kin??

sana...

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ONL, 6CM at Finals....

2005-12-13T13:47:32Z

waaahhh... finals week na naman.... kanina first exam ko.... ayos... kamote... haha... pano di nag-aral... buti madali lang... nakasagot naman ako... hehe... one down, three to go... after that, bakasyon na!!!! yipee....

went to the PARI event sa festival mall last friday to see 6cyclemind then on sunday to see ONL... hehe.... mas madaming tao nung sunday... ayos yung set ng 6CM... katuwa pa nung kinanta nila alapaap sumabay si mong... hehe.... i like mong talaga.... since eheads days niya... hehe... ang cute talaga ni ney... hehe... nagpapic ako with him... at nakausap ko siya... bwahahaha....

katuwa nung sunday.... 4pm andun na ONL eh 5 pm pa start nung event... eto pa, nung pababa ako ng escalator malapit sa backstage, nakita ko si JM papasok na... ayun dali dali akong bumaba.... haha... at sinama nila ako backstage... yehey.... buti na lang... yoko makipagsiksikan eh... haha....

grabe, kulet nila that day.... especially ni ace... pinapatugtog kasi yung songs nung mga guest bands before the event started... nung hale songs yun pinatugtog, sinabayan niya ng drums at kanta.... funny talaga.... si JM, inaantok at medyo mataray... meron daw kasi siya... haha... pero inaantok lang talaga siya... nagkulitan pa nga kami about his fone eh... si clem kulit din.... mcoy medyo pagod pero nagungulit kahit papano...

three songs lang sila... tapos after, di namin alam kung paano lalabas ng backstage ng hindi dudumugin ng tao yung apat... ayun, takbuhan kami papunta parking lot... pagdating dun dami nagpasign at nagpapic... punta daw sila presscon ng blue moon sa regal... dapat sama ko kaya lang ang layo eh... hehe...

tama na muna kwento... have to study pa eh...

nga pala, 6CM nasa megamall bukas.... waaaahhh....

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NU Rock Awards...

2005-12-03T07:14:14Z

first of all, CONGRATS SA ONL FOR BAGGING 3 AWARDS LAST NIGHT!!!! last year's best new artist is now the artist of the year!!!

i'm so proud of them.... sila din last band na nagperform... i was able to talk to them after the show.... super happy sila.... xempre ako din.... hehe... grabe nakaka-high... napapangiti ako pag naaalala ko yung awarding kagabi...

di ko nga napanood yung ibang awarding kasi nasa labas ako... yosi break with menaya.... hehehe... sayang di sila nanalo.... oh well, basta dito pa rin ako for the band... di ko nakita si brian kagabi.... yun 3 lang nakita ko.... oh well... next thursday, i'll see him naman....

astig opening number ng bamboo kagabi.... oh and bamboo deserved the vocalist of the year award....

lord of radio active sago project was really funny.... especially when you talk to him when he's tipsy... hahaha.... jay of kamikazee din is really funny, tipsy or not.... hahaha... aia of imago danced during their performance... i have it in video.... she's really cute.... saw barbie there too... wow kilala p niya ako.... coolness.... hehe....

hay, saya talaga kagabi... it was really memorable....

next year, hahakot na ng award ang ONL!!!!

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Sick and Tired...

2005-11-21T13:25:50Z

hay... so tired...

i'm sick... pero di pwede magrest dahil sa dami ng projects at may thesis pa... hopefully, nakakatayo pa ko by the end of this week...

dami ko pa naman kailangan asikasuhin on friday.... kaya dapat i'm feeling well na by that time...

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ONL + Stress = Insanity

2005-11-18T12:37:54Z

hay... nadagdagan na naman ako ng projects.... may final paper for stat at may research paper sa treasury.... hay... at least yung sa treasury, data collection lang.... yung sa stat, data analysis.... tapos 2 weeks lang gagawin.... by partner pa.... san group man lang.... may thesis pa.... hay.... gusto ko na grad!!!! gusto ko na magwork... hehehe....

kanina may gig yung ONL sa CSB... buti na lang pwede kami pumasok dun.... hehe... di ako bumili ng ticket for the event kasi feeling ko sandali lang sila dun.... kaya ayun, tumambay lang ako sa parking... after nung set nila, nakausap ko si mcoy.... sabi niya 3 songs nga lang daw sila.... ayun, mga lantang gulay yung 4.... kasi galing pa sila mindoro.... di pa nga daw sila umuuwi.... tapos may gig pa sila later tonight sa padi's novaliches.... niyaya nga ko kaya lang di ako sumama kasi maaga pa class ko bukas... eh malayo naman yung novaliches sa dorm... sabi ko bukas na lang ako punta.... hehe....

btw, may kiss na naman ako from jm... hahaha.... lagi naman tuwing nagkikita kami... hehe.... la lang.... katuwa lang...

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ONL at SM....

2005-11-16T10:20:47Z

hay... saya nung gig ng ONL sa sm southmall... had a chance to talk to guys again... thanks to sir bong and kuya ely sa pagpapapasok sa kin sa backstage... hehe... buti pala napadaan ako dun on the way home... di ko kasi alam na may show sila dun... haha...

ayun, picture picture na naman... sabi nga ni ace, picture na naman daw eh super dami na namin picture... hehe... tapos, konting kwentuhan... galing pa daw sila subic.... hehe.... sabi ni mcoy, sakit pa daw pwet niya sa kakaupo.... tapos byahe na naman after.... hehe....

ayun... sa friday, baka punta ko CSB gig nila.... bahala na... pag walang gagawin.... hehehe.... hay, miss ko na ONL.... hehehe...

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Fangirl Mode...

2005-11-12T06:15:25Z

woohoo...

watched the concert held in school last night.... astig ng lineup ng bands... mojofly, sugarfree, hale and rivermaya....

i love sugarfree and rivermaya... hehe... they rocked dlsu last night.... super hyper ng mga fans... hehe.... ang saya talaga.... the fun part was when rivermaya played.... nakalapit kami sa stage... almost front na.... i was able to touch rico's hand pa nga eh... haha...

cute ni mike kagabi... mas cute siya dun sa hairstyle niya ngayon compared dati.... hehe... i like him na... haha... nagpapic pa nga ko with him.... haha....

grabe, kahit super pinagpawisan kami sa pakikipagsiksikan at kahit nabugbog ang feet namin kakatayo, it was all worth the wait.... haha... grabe, i liked this band ever since i was in elementary... kaya i feel so proud na they still rock after all those years....

the eheads was one of my favorites too back then.... and i heard na may tribute concert sa UP theater.... i wanna go!!!! as an added bonus, astig pa yun bands na tutugtog... imago, sugarfree, 6cyclemind, orange&lemons, etc.... waaahhh.... kailangan makanood nito!!!!

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Gimikera...

2005-11-11T09:44:29Z

weee....

wala lang... ang saya ng gig ng orange and lemons sa gweilos last wednesday.... grabe... parang reunion ng mga groupie ng ONL.... hehe.... astig din nung mga fronact na bands.... hehe.... i met new friends din... hehe....

bagong gupit si ace.... for me, mas bagay sa kanya yung hair niya ngayon.... ang cute cute talaga ni jm.... hehe.... suot na naman niya yung cutie niyang cap.... btw, kumanta siya ng ilang lines.... pinilit nila clem... hehe.... si clem ang aga nga dumating eh... he watched the other bands kasi friends din nila yun.... mcoy looked tired.... pero ang saya talaga ng gig.... basta gweilos gig, masaya talaga.... woohoo... can't wait for the next one....

kahapon naman i went to absinth.... menaya gig naman.... ayun, masaya kahit wala masyado tao.... kasi bakit thursday.... sana friday para dami talaga pupunta.... oh well, medyo dami kapalpakan na nangyari pero astig pa rin sila.... tsaka ayun, bonding moments.... hehe... tsaka memorable yung night na yun sa akin.... bakit?? umm... secret.... ask niyo na lang in person kung interesado kayo malaman.... hahaha.... basta something unforgetable happened.... *blush*

grabe, 24-hour gimik.... no wonder i was so tired today.... may hangover pa nga eh.... sakit ng head ko... hehe... may gig pa nga join the club tonight eh... pero i'm not going na.... have to rest naman... tsaka thesis time muna....

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24 Hour Gimik...

2005-11-05T07:39:59Z

grabe... thursday night... i hangout with menaya sa absinth... they have a 2-set gig there every thursday of november.... astig naman yun gig nila... sana mas madami manood next time... pero i had fun hanging out with them... 5 hours ko din silang kasama... btw, here's a funny thing... sabi nila first impression daw nila sa kin, yung tipong goody goody, nerdy type... yung type na school-bahay kind of girl.... hahaha.... as if.... sabi ko nga they thought of the exact opposite.... shock pa sila na umiinom ako.... wahahaha.... grabe, pwede pala ako magkunwaring mabait na bata eh.... haha...

anyway, nakarating ako dorm ng around 2:30am.... tapos ayun, had a few hours of sleep lang.... kasi nagyaya sina meme and sim na maglibot sa mall.... grabe mall tour na ito... punta kami market market and glorietta.... as in the whole day nasa mall lang kami.... damn, i'm an impulse buyer na rin... dami kong binili na kung ano ano.... hahaha.... dapat window shopping lang kami.... ewan ko ba bat napa-shopping kami ng di oras....

ayun.... from 7:30pm ng nov3 until 7:30pm ng nov4, gimik lang inatupag ko.... yan, yan ba ang gawain ng school-bahay girl?? bwahahaha.... actually, plano ko pa nga pumunta sa gig ng orange and lemons nun nov4 after nun mall gimik.... kaya lang i'm damn tired na.... as in, super sakit na din ng feet ko kakalakad ng ilang oras sa malls... tapos kulang pa sa tulog.... di bale, i'll be watching the lemons' gig on nov9 naman...

OMG... nonstop gimik pala ulit yun next week noh.... nov9: gweilos gig ng orange and lemons.... tapos nov10, i'll meet menaya na naman.... woohoo!!! nonstop gimik na naman....

hmm... bakit nga ba naisip ng menaya na goody two shoes ako???

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EK Moments with ONL...

2005-10-30T11:18:27Z

woohoo... ang saya ng bday ko!!! eto na yung most memorable bday ko ever... we were at enchanted kingdom yesterday to watch the NU event... ang cool kasi ng lineup na bands... andun mga favorite ko...

katuwa pa kasi ang aga dumating nila kuya mcoy... sila yung last band na tumugtog pero ang aga nila nandun... ayun nagrides kami nila mcoy, clem at jm... wala si ace, naiwan sa backstage... pero i was able to talk to him pa rin... hehe... btw, napapasok pa ko ng boys' cr ng di oras... tsk tsk... sina jm kasi eh... haha...

grabe, sikat na talaga sila... dami humaharang sa amin para magpapic sa kanila... nakakatawa ng kasi si mcoy at clem yung napapansin... si jm di masyado... pano todo disguise kasi... nagcap at shades... kaya di tuloy nakikilala nung iba... hehe...

grabe, napilit nila ko sumakay ng anchors away... yoko pa naman sana... di bale sa gitna naman ako ni mcoy at jm kaya ok lang... hehe...

happy talaga... dami ko memories of EK last night... as of now, eto na talaga most memorable bday ko... :alice:

btw, thanks sa lahat ng bumati... love you guys...

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Tomorrow....

2005-10-28T10:07:37Z

the sun will come out tomorrow....

sana... kasi birthday ko bukas and i'll be going at enchanted kingdom... hehe.... bakit?? kasi may gig ang orange and lemons doon.... hehe.... i think it's a nice birthday gift na makita at makasama ko sila on my special day.... hehe.... tsaka tamang tama, miss ko na sila.... one week na kami di nagkikita eh... hehe...

ayun... la lang... long weekend... woohooo... bakasyon!!! salamat... i badly need it...

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Inuman with ONL....

2005-10-22T09:46:36Z

woohoo.... had fun yesterday sa octoberfest.... two venues pa napuntahan ko... thanks sa citrus boys.... hehe.... ganito kasi yun... orange and lemons played at eastwood and blue wave last night... both are octoberfest gigs... ayun, sa harap pa kami nakapwesto nung sa eastwood.... hehe...

after nung eastwood, punta kami blue wave.... nung dumating kami dun nakausap pa namin sila for a few minutes.... nung start na nun gig, we stayed at their table because la na empty space eh... so ayun sa likod kami pero ok lang...

after the gig was the fun part... inuman na... at syempre with the guys... hehe... woohoo!!! free beers for us kasi we're with the band.... astig noh?? hehe.... ayun, kwentuhan din kami bago sila umalis... masaya... hehe.... dami funny moments....

hay, excited na ko mag-birthday!!!! why?? kasi makakasama ko sila sa birthday ko!!!! haha.... ayus!!! nice birthday gift na for me di ba?? :alice:

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More Citrus For Me...

2005-10-10T10:03:35Z

yehey!! got another chance to talk to the citrus boys... yeah, i met orange and lemons once again... yesterday, sa starmall crossing... they sang 6 songs... after the set, i had a chance to talk to them... and yes, they remembered me... i was so happy because they still know me... i was quite hesitant na i-approach sila kasi baka they forgot me na... i was wrong because when i went near them, sinalubong ako ng hugs... hehe...

wala ako new pictures with them... i tried... i was talking to ace tapos sabi ko picture kami... pero i was shaking kaya medyo blurred yung pic... i don't know why i was shaking... hehe... overwhelmed?? hehe... ace noticed it pa nga eh... kahiya... haha... kinabahan lang talaga ko kasi baka they don't recognize me na... i even asked jm kung kilala pa niya ako... cool kasi natandaan pa niya kung saan kami una nagkausap... hehe... sayang, la kami pictures... oh well, there's lots of other times pa to take pictures with them... hehe...

medyo nagmamadali nga sila umalis eh... btw, i met ate tonet and ate lui nung paalis na ONL.. we walked with the guys papunta sa car nila... tapos ayun kwento kwento muna... then bye bye time na uli...

anyway, after namin magpaalam sa ONL, sumama ako kina ate tonet and company sa megamall... we ate at teriyaki boy... tapos ayun bonding moments... tapos vote uli kami NU rock awards... tapos ikot sa mall... i had fun hanging out with them... til next gimik... hmm, kailan kaya yun?? next gig ng ONL?? hehe... (^_^)

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Time To Say Goodbye...

2005-10-04T11:06:37Z

dati sabi ko, lahat gagawin ko wag ka lang mawala sa akin... kakayanin ko lahat wag mo lang akong iiwan... ipaglalaban kita hanggang sa huli... pero after all these years, bumigay na ata talaga ako... i can't do this anymore... tama nga sila, napapagod din ang puso...

mahal na mahal na mahal pa rin kita... and i think i'm cursed to love you forever...

pero kailangan ko ring isipin ang sarili ko...

ayoko na munang masaktan...
ayoko na munang makinig sa mga dahilan mo...
ayoko na munang magpaloko...
ayoko na munang umiyak...
ayoko na munang umasa...
ayoko na munang magpakatanga...

i did everything i could... siguro hanggang dito na lang talaga...

"i did everything in the name of love
i did everything but the fights went on and on
i tried to give in but you keep on breaking my heart
can we just stop, make it right in the name of love..."

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ONL Encounter....

2005-10-02T09:52:46Z

when i woke up today, i felt like waking up from a very pleasant dream... a dream with Orange and Lemons in it... i stayed in bed, staring at the ceiling trying to recall everything that happened... only when i checked my celfone, seeing my pic with ace as the wallpaper, that's the only time i realized that damn it, it wasn't a dream at all... it was reality... here's how it goes:

i read that Orange and Lemons would be staying at the NU Rock Awards poll booth in market market... i decided to go there to buy a present for my cousin (who is celebrating her birthday) and, if i'm lucky, to see the band... a friend said that the band would be there at around 6pm... so when i arrived at around 5pm, i decided to look around and buy a present first... when i realized that it was 6pm, i went to the NU booth and there i met several guys from our mailing list... since the band would be late, i decided to go ahead and vote to pass the time...

the band showed up at around 7:30pm (well i'm not really sure coz i didn't bother looking at my watch)... they sat there at the voting area and got surrounded by some fans who are there... i stood near JM (at the back of his chair to be exact) and was able to talk to him, have my cd signed and took pictures... katuwa din siya... some girl asked for a pic of him, he said ok and the girl took a pic of him... after that nag-smile siya and said "ayaw mo sumama?"...

funny nga kasi when we crowded over the guys, the by-standers rushed to see what the commotion is all about... halata pang nakikiusyoso lang kasi someone asked me pa nga "miss, Hale ba yan?"... it's really funny... i think JM heard her too... really, i wanted to laugh right then and there...

i talked to Ace next... he's really nice and cute... hehe... i asked him to sign my cd, got some pix and i also had a chance to talk to him... i was able to ask Clem to sign my cd... i didn't talk to him that long coz i really don't know what to say to him... then i talked to Mcoy... he signed my cd and then we talked about their padi's point gig... he's really really funny... so that went on until around 9pm when they had to leave coz "may meeting pa ata kami", Mcoy said... so i bid them goodbye: Clem smiled at me, Mcoy asked me to go to their Suburbia gig later that night (i said i'll try and he said "yes you should, see yah" then smiled and hugged me), JM smiled and waved, and Ace patted me at the shoulders and said "ei thanks ha, see you later" and then he smiled and waved goodbye...

so i went back to my dorm, get changed coz i felt like i look wasted, talked a bit to Kim and got ready to meet some people at a bar somewhere in Malate... well, it turned out that i'm meeting them in Suburbia and yes that was where Orange and Lemons would be playing (i don't believe in destiny, but after that incident i think i would haha)...

they were already playing when i arrived at around 12 midnight... i think they sang around 13 songs (i'm really not sure coz i hadn't started the set and i'm no good at counting)... we were seated in front and was nearest Clem... when he looked at us, he saw me and smiled and i was like "wow he remembered me"...

after their set, i went backstage and again had a chance to bond with the guys... Mcoy welcomed me by hugging me and saying "hey, you came. thanks ha. stay ka muna here"... so i hang around and saw that they all look really tired... Mcoy said they'd been going around for days... JM told me that they were headed straight to the studio and then they'll be at UP Diliman coz they'll be opening for SOP... he asked me if i'm going and i said that i'll try and he smiled...

anyway, we talked about lots of other stuff that i won't bore you with (you can just ask me personally if you want the full details haha)... basically, the conversation revolved around me, about them and about their gigs... i was really happy coz they remembered me, if not by name, by face... i wasn't able to get their pix this time coz we were busy talking plus i think i should give the guys some rest... they've done too much smiling na... hehe...

then it was time for them to leave again... so we said our goodbyes once again... and i got another one of Mcoy's hugs, this time, with a kiss on my cheek... i waved to them as they went out and Ace, waving to me, was the last i saw... I guess i can say that Orange and Lemons really made my day... can't wait to see these guys again...

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Night Out with ONL!!!

2005-10-01T06:33:49Z

ang saya kagabi... we went to padi's point to watch Orange & Lemons perform.... astig... i like them talaga.... super talented... hehe...

they performed at around midnight.... we were able to watch two other bands perform before the ONL guys... astig yung first band.... lahat sila pwede kumanta ng solo.... the keyboard guy sang first, then the drummer, then the guitar player, last yung bassist... at first kala ko silang apat lang... may vocalist pa pala... hehe... sayang i didn't catch the band's name.... they're good lalo na sa pag entertain ng crowd kasi ang funny nung vocalist nila.... medyo R-18 nga lang yung hirit niya... still, they're fun to watch talaga.... cute pa nung drummer.... sayang di ko nakuhanan ng pic... haha....

yung second band, ok din.... but for me, better yung first eh... pero yung second band ang nakapagpasayaw sa amin ha.... hehe...

btw, ONL sang around ten songs.... katuwa pa kasi before yung set nila daan sila ng daan malapit sa table namin.... ang cute cute nila.... especially yung magkapatid.... hihihi.... sa harap yung table namin kaya we had a good view of their performance.... oh, and i got some really nice pix of them... well except kay ace.... kasi nahaharangan siya ng drums niya eh.... isa lang nakuha kong pic niya.... dapat pipicturan ko sila ni JM before the set kaya lang dami nagpapa-autograph eh... oh well, at least i got to see them ng malapitan.... :)

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